The role of Art
If Art represents a refined and sensuous feeling, it has not to evoke any sentimental messages. Suggestion is much more important, than statement, while symbols, and correspondences, between words, colours and music have to be sought for and used as the matter to re-evoke Grace and Greece. As a consequence, I completely disagree with the conception of Art as something useful.
Only things that are useless can be truly gorgeous; anything that is useful is ugly, for it is the expression of some need, and the needs of man are disgusting, as the nature of Man is base and weak. Art does not have to convey any didactic purpose; it should express a sense of Beauty, which I consider the ground of Art. Art exists for its own sake, for its own essence, for its own beauty. Life should be a copy of Art, rather than Art shall imitate Life. The clever man would find exactly the same thing in the history of religions : Man has created for himself a God of stone, even more than God has created Adam with clay. So I think that God is one of the most beautiful works of art, the most famous sculpture that has ever existed, a chryselephantine god of Wrath and Fury.
A true Artist has not to be concerned about morality, or even the pleasure that his work might bring to its audience. That's the reason why ignorant people, the peccum mobile, the mob, so obscene, vulgar, and ordinary, call me a Decadent artiste. What is termed evil is an essential element of human progress. Without it, the world would stagnate and remain colourless, as it is a great big white world. By their curiosity, evil deeds increase the strength of human experiences. Through their intensified assertion of our Ego, they save us from monotony. My rejection of current notions about morality can only makes me One with the highest philosophers, who have existed on Earth. If we lived long enough to see the results of our actions, it may be that those, who call themselves good, would be sickened, with a dull remorse and I, that the world calls now a debauchee, a mad man and a pervert, stirred by a noble joy. The wish to provoke an emotional shock is a natural one, and it does not necessarily lead one astray. Most people do not really know why they admire the right thing today though they admired the wrong thing yesterday
For all the students of the class
I was a nancy boy a poofter
Chiefly for the bully and the him-boes
Also for the most learned
Like HJL who read Italian
The same as English
For instead of talking politics
Or preaching the greatness
Of Education in France
Instead of promoting egalitarianism
Of being a sycophant and hurting
The weak and the poor
Seeing the rise of a new aristocracy
Composed of so-called artists
I asserted my individuality
And I promoted trouble in gender
In a University remained
Patriarchal and klein-bürgerlich
Where Judith Butler was ignored
And the artifice of gender too
I had called myself an androgyne
Because I could adopt
The features of one sex or the other
The girls were jealous at me
The boys loooked at me with anger
the old were confused
The young tried to ridicule me
As an effeminate fop
French couldn't envision a sex revolution
And Muslims saw me as a libertine
they could think what they wanted
They had made me a sex symbol
Gave me the power of a devil
and the ego of a suffer-genius
Gay whities were perverts
Straights so much concerned
With quickies and threesomes
How would I forget
What I had suffered
Who could be called stainless
Why do people slaughter
Each other softly
The answer to all these questions
Is the absurdness of the world.
Woman is evil made flesh
I do not believe that women bring life into this world, they are usually compelled to do harm to the weak and the poor, because of a lust for power and lechery. They are never true and faithful, they betray and are ready to fuck their way up. My life is an exemple of what women are able to do to succeed. Most of them abuse their own children when others are adders, hypocritical, vain and without any sense of sympathy. A woman only has one purpose: money and they can commit murder if it is needed.
Being gay made me an object of any kind of sarcasm: if you are not seduced by their charm, women think of you as an object of contempt, you become a pervert and a debauchee.
Because women like to mimic morals and cannot envision how shallow and fake they are.
In my inner self, I think that only a father can truly love and this is what I'm looking for when I fall in love. My Significant Other may be young, he shall have the rightness of the Christ, a love so intense I can forget evil.